Monday, May 24, 2010

Loss, gain or a new start?

my hotmail account was hacked, and due to that i lost my contacts' list, my account, which i have created about 14 years ago.and all related accounts as well, such as the Facebook account, for example.

i have saved on that account many things over my past years, pictures, correspondences, contacts, files and so many things, which meant so much to me.
the past year alone i saved on that account so many things, which meant much to me. i didnt want to save them over my heard disk, flash memory or even CD- fearing they could get defected.
what i could trust was that space online, it cant get lost, and none has access to it but me.

Today they are all gone. i dont know if i will be able to access this account again, with what it had, or everything is just lost.
is it a loss, or is it a gain? I am gaining my freedom again, after being addicted to some things, which might not be as valuable as i thought?

if this is a sign for me to let go of many things i held dear to me, if this means they are not as preacious as i thought, and i was just putting in too much effort and value than they really are worth- then so be it.

I am letting go of things i thought were precious, and wanted to keep them forever.
there is no forever anyway.

I have to create a new account now, not sure over hotmail or will stick to my gmail and that's it.

Ya rab, i accept your judge and see your sign. Please help me through this. you are all i have.

7 comments:

  1. fadaky :)

    fresh starts are good .. and I hope all your future memories will be great ones isA :)

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  2. rabena yekhaliek.
    i just dont know what to do.
    3aref, when you are lost with almost no memory?

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  3. Aw honey, I'm sorry to hear that. But yes, it is a fresh start and there are many memories to be made. I hope you can recreate that part that's most important to you. I've kept all our conversations if you need any of it.

    We'll make some nice new memories. :)

    xx

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  4. Fresh starts... with no strings attached
    New memories with new people... I know it hurts now and you miss all the things you had stored for years, but look at the bright side, you have us all, and GMAIL rocks ya beba :)

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  5. Ooopss!

    Ma3lesh. It may be that you hate something when there is good in it. and it may be that you love something when there is bad in it. Allah knows and you know not.

    Look at the positive side. and remember, the better is yet to come honey :D

    xx

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