this is my first post since i lost access to my email.
i started creating everything from scartch, which is fine. I am experienced in this. :))))
just created a new facebook account, sent notifications via SMS to my friends, and changed passwords to all accounts i remember having.
I am not sure for how long i will keep my access to this blog, as the hacker keeps tracing all my moves.
but if i loose it, then i will create a new one, with the same name, objective, spirit and hope.
at the end, i am still there- what is lost is just a part of me.
i dont know from where i get this calmness i am writing with now. maybe i am tired of aching for what i lost, maybe its build in me- the hope- i don't know.
whenever i loose access here, I will comment on any of the old posts with the link to my new blog.
until then, let's hope for the best. :)