my hotmail account was hacked, and due to that i lost my contacts' list, my account, which i have created about 14 years ago.and all related accounts as well, such as the Facebook account, for example.
i have saved on that account many things over my past years, pictures, correspondences, contacts, files and so many things, which meant so much to me.
the past year alone i saved on that account so many things, which meant much to me. i didnt want to save them over my heard disk, flash memory or even CD- fearing they could get defected.
what i could trust was that space online, it cant get lost, and none has access to it but me.
Today they are all gone. i dont know if i will be able to access this account again, with what it had, or everything is just lost.
is it a loss, or is it a gain? I am gaining my freedom again, after being addicted to some things, which might not be as valuable as i thought?
if this is a sign for me to let go of many things i held dear to me, if this means they are not as preacious as i thought, and i was just putting in too much effort and value than they really are worth- then so be it.
I am letting go of things i thought were precious, and wanted to keep them forever.
there is no forever anyway.
I have to create a new account now, not sure over hotmail or will stick to my gmail and that's it.
Ya rab, i accept your judge and see your sign. Please help me through this. you are all i have.