Sunday, October 24, 2010


"Hey" two arms just grabbed me.
"welcome home, you are early, Sir. what's wrong."
"nothing. just missed you, so i grabed my jacket, drove the car and got here."
"how about your work?"
"you are more important"
i just love him.
nothing sophisticated about that. it is deep, pure love, that i feel for him.
for as long as we both shall live.
for the person he is.
yah ya kareem. how much i love you- for who you are.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

let the past die

Hotmail assistance team just approached me for restore of my old hotmail account. for a moment i was tempted to ask them to retrieve it, after so long time i have lost it.
this account was my very first one, years ago and has witnessed so many events in my life and has been my way to communicate with many people.
but then on a second thought i thanked them for their assistance and asked them to delete it without me retrieving anyhting, which was saved on this account.
let the past rest ya Hebba- was all i could tell myself.
and for the first time in long time, i listened to my mind, overcoming my heart.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

"Tuesdays with Morrie" - 6

... how we feel a surge of love for a partner, but we don't say anything because we're frozen wiht the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.
Morrie's approach was exactely the opposite. Turn on the faucet.wash yourself with the emotion.It won't hurt you. ...."Allright, it's just fear, I don't have to let it control me. I see it for what it is."

from "Tuesdays with Morrie" for Mitch Albom, 1997- an old man, a young man and life's greatest lesson

dare to feel
dare to love
dare to risk your "safe place"
dare to live

fear is just a phase that we all go through, and for sure can overcome it- for life is worth the risk.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Tuesdays with Morrie - 5

"A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops"
Henry Adams
from "Tuesdays with Morrie" for Mitch Albom, 1997- an old man, a young man and life's greatest lesson

A teacher could easily take over the role of parents - up to a certain level. as you never forget your parents, as their effect never stops on you, and your children - so does the effect of a teacher, mentor, professor, etc.
they affect their students' lives in a scary way.
if you are one of them, just be careful of what image you give to your students. you are the row model they tend to follow.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Tuesdays with Morrie - 4

....Maurie Stein, his best friend, was going deaf. Koppel imagined the tow men together one day, one unable to speak, the other unable to hear.What would that be like?
We will hold hands", Morrie said."And there'll be a lot of love passing between us.Ted, we've had thirty-five years of friendship.You don't need speech or hearing to feel that".

from "Tuesdays with Morrie" for Mitch Albom, 1997- an old man, a young man and life's greatest lesson

After 35 years of true frienship, you dont really need words to communicate. it goes without saying. no more words needed, no more explaining or telling. it was all said and a solid ground has been established. building has already been in process for years.

I am blessed with friends, who I know since KG (one), Bernd, from my last position (8) newly came this year (4) and others yet to come- hopefully.
I can not iamgine my life without those who are existing now, who i know since so many years, who have been part of my life for long years, and who have shared with me lots of happy and sad moments.
They all care for me, as much as I care for them. it is never 1 to 1 act, or 1 to 1 compliment. neither of us never cared who called who last time, or whose turn is it to plan our outings, or drive me back to a familiar road.
Nor do I know who told who about Dad's death, i simply found them all around. or have followed, or came later on.
as simple, deep and clear as that.
True friends are a blessing.

page 52.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Just for today

Just for today share your happy news with those you know they care.
why do we tend to spread sadness and keep happyness for ourselves?
sharing the rose never reduces the odeur.