Hotmail assistance team just approached me for restore of my old hotmail account. for a moment i was tempted to ask them to retrieve it, after so long time i have lost it.
this account was my very first one, years ago and has witnessed so many events in my life and has been my way to communicate with many people.
but then on a second thought i thanked them for their assistance and asked them to delete it without me retrieving anyhting, which was saved on this account.
let the past rest ya Hebba- was all i could tell myself.
and for the first time in long time, i listened to my mind, overcoming my heart.