Wednesday, February 23, 2011

untitled again

i dont find a title, mabye becasue i can't describe it.
a very strange feeling. mixture of many feelings.
things i want to forget
things i can not forget
moments i love to remember
very painful, countless seconds that have passed, but are never over.
cruel moments followed by friendly care
a bundle i can not handle.
i can not get rid of
i can not deal with.
not with help of my doctor, friends, family or anyone
too harsh on me to deal with
i don't even know where to start.
Ya Allah, you are the only one who can help me through this.


  1. O ne3ma b-Allah .. so leave everything in His hand hun and in-sha2-Allah everything will be fine .. I think it's just a matter of time .. go on in your life .. take the good memories and just let the bad things go away ..

  2. how long do you think i should estimate for things to change?
    it is already long time.

  3. I know habibti. ma3lesh. Be patient dearest Bossboss.. Just give time time :)